this is so unrelated. but lynn looks funny right? hahaha.
come on barbie, lets go party. ah ah ah yeah. tomorrow's the Euphoria concert. no, i dont feel a thing yet. no butterflies, no sleepless night. i don't think id feel anything at all. considering the load of bad feelings we lugged along through band practices, feeling nothing at all is perfectly alright. its just good enough that im not dreading it. and its because i saw the 'red carpet' in the hall. it gives thrill. like whoa. cept that the carpet's really blue actually.

i feel that we're left alone, i feel like we're a guest band instead of one of the school's cca. haha. we're doing smthg like a gig. the ensemble with the drumset and dancers. just the few of us. and nobody's really there to represent us. we were mostly left to do things on our own and the teachers requested for so much. even when ' our instructor says.. ' was brought up ( thats like supposed to scare them off.) they didnt bother. they are encroaching into our rights as a band man. they are making decisions for us. just cuz we're 'vulnerable' now. get lost. especially you ! scrawny teacher. blooody hell you, band teacher in charge my foot.

i love tansixuan. shes still the best la right baybeh ?